LOVES

2011-03-06T10:06:00.000+08:00

AFTER a long time, I'M BACK TO BLOGGING!
i think i miss blogging liao :)
its sunday today & i'm so free.
meeting ex-colleauges for shopping later.

2010-12-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

i am tired yet bored!
i wan clubbing.

-would u be there.

2010-12-09T15:12:00.001+08:00

i feel so all alone out of sudden.

2010-11-27T22:39:00.001+08:00

we need more time to be with each other!

2010-11-19T23:43:00.002+08:00

damn sian n tired.
today is our 2 years 6 mths anniversary yet it sucks.
due to ur busy work we didnt even get together & have dinner.
haiz.
im speechless.
i hate the feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
give me more money & honey LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-04T16:33:00.001+08:00

ever since the last arguement we had,
I feel tat there is a barrier between us.
I feel tat we could no longer go back to those passionate feelings we had.
Plus ur busyness with work n everything,
I felt emptiness within me.
Everyday i could only long for our feelings back...
Its been days.
I dunno wat should i do.
Im tired of everything.
I dun wan to feel it this way!!

2010-11-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

i know i am selfish.
but i just dun like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun be a sentosa cannon ball.
i seriously hate it.
haiz....

2010-10-20T14:58:00.003+08:00

day 3.
Life is so lonely without u by my side.
I hate that jealousy feelings.
Missu missu!

2010-10-17T22:52:00.003+08:00

i dunno why but just somehow
I keep dwelling the past n the future things.
Perhaps im just worried one day
My dreams will become reality.
i know 接下来的日子会很难过。
We just have to go through it together.
And the promises we made.
Happy 2 yrs 5 mths.
雪梅，你快乐吗？

2010-10-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

yes.
i'm feeling down.
tats why i turn to my blog again...
its been ages since i updated.
i dunno how to blog my daily life again.
just know how to throw my down feelings here.
haiz.
tml hope it will be a smooth day for me also.
i dunno why i just dun like the way u react on ppl.
but i just dunno how to open up and say to u.
rather to keep it inside my heart....
haiz.
i dunno wat to do....

2010-10-07T11:01:00.001+08:00

dear god,
pls do let me hit my target!

2010-09-27T10:43:00.003+08:00

do something tat is worth my trust.
And i will trust u.
I think i keep repeatingg the same thing~

2010-09-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

been ages since i last blog.
my blog got spiderweb le loh.
nothing much to blog & lazy also.
feeling fatigue now.
dunno wat happen.
perhaps tooooo over exhausted.
i cant wait for my off day~
so i can sleep!
and my lappy sucks cans.
dun feel like using.
get me another new lappy duhs.
i feel like sleeping now.
zzzzzzzz

2010-09-19T00:31:00.002+08:00

fucking indian ppl.
wanna whack my hubby u go through me first!
ccb.
dun let me see you.
fucking moroons.

2010-09-14T14:11:00.000+08:00

ystd was our off day.
overnight @ my house.
cook simple lunch for him (:
ard 3 plus headed out to sentosa.
which i wanted to visit underwater world long ago.
it was hot & tiring but fun.
alot werid & funny fishes.
and i even feed the stingray!
after tat see sea-lion show.
was cute luh.
wanted to see the dolphin show but was quite tired already.
headed to vivo sushi-tei for our dinner.
then watched CATS & DOGS movie.
cute! i wanna own a puppy too~!
tats how we spend our day -.-
still feel kinda tired.
and really piss off with home lappy.
i wan a new lappy!
cant even upload photos on FB~
sick & tired of working.
ciaos.

2010-09-12T01:43:00.003+08:00

life was never perfect at all.
Sometake my soul away..
I wanna see listen to waves now..
Having fucking bad headache.

2010-09-12T01:43:00.001+08:00

life was never perfect at all.
Sometake my soul away..
I wanna see listen to waves now..
Having fucking bad headache.

2010-09-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

i love this pic :)
i'm tired.
i wanna watch resident evil also.
YAWNNN~

2010-09-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

HEY PEEPS!
i'm back from thailand.
was working today.
so extreme tired & dun have time.
still uploading pics now...
zzzz super slow poke.
(all the photos will be at facebook.)
spend kinda alot loh.
but food was great there!
cheap & GOOD!
didnt buy much clothes as the fashion there dun really suits me.
kinda lack la, seriously =.=
shall stop buying stuffs & save!! (trying to.....)
ciaos!

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THANK U!! (:
(the blessings works btw!)

2010-09-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

thurs flying off to BANGKOK.

is like finally loh.

just need to chiong work tml.

like so tired cans.

me & him really need a holiday break.

so i will stop blogging till i'm back @ 6 SEPT.

wish baby a happy 23rd birthday in super advanced~

hope u like those gifts.

ciaos peeps!

2010-08-29T23:00:00.001+08:00

my leg damn itchy cans.
because of the stupid mosquito bite all over my feet.
make it pain swollen & itchy!!!!
damn!!! Pek cek sia!!
just endure 3 more days to go.
damn tired.
btw went odeon tower eat jap food with baby & lenoard, & his gf.
damn full sia.
i hate my lappy.
no chinese text.
ciaos.

-now u know i am the best gf ever.
better cherished me! :]
and i hope u will keep ur promise..
and pls rmb what i went through with u!
keep forgetting, u thought i always with u but i'm not!
tat was ur past!
i wasnt with u yet!
ROARRR!
btw hope u like ur gift too..
love me adore me miss me~

2010-08-28T23:36:00.004+08:00

i just don't like it.
and i'm not happy.

why i suddenly dwell on ur past.
i hate ur past!
i fucking wanna forget it so badly.
when will i learnt to let go things!
my heart just aches so badly.
i am better than her.
fucking alot.
cb.

2010-08-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

yawn.
Dragging my aching n heavy legs back to baby house.
Tired tired tired to the max.
I so looking forward to my trip.
Ciaos.

cant believe in future u r the one.

2010-08-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

morning woke up brushed up n changed.
meet joanne @ admirity mrt station.
kinda late for our basic theory test.
so the result is.................
FAILED!
but i seems kinda confident to pass.
end up still fail. 39/50.
not bad for the first timer right?
so sad cans ):
shall try harder nxt time.
after tat head to iluma for CHEEKY CHOCOLATE.
had our chocolate waffle w icecream! :p
shop awhile then hubby came & meet me.
parted with her then accompany baby do his things.
well, baby had sell his car already..

7 more days to BKK.
and i'm gonna have fun.

2010-08-24T23:21:00.001+08:00

sibei siann to the max.

tml got basic theory @ ssdc.

damn fucking far la.

hope i will pass at one go.

dun wanna waste time & money.

feeling so moodless now.

i wanna go bangkok!!! ):

faster!!! i wanna get out of SG!

as time goes by, it will get difficult each day.

i am missing you.

do u ever miss me at all~

2010-08-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

cant rmb what i did for past few days.
just slight update.
kinda lazy to upload photo le zzz
already watch STEP UP 3D & FROZEN movie.
its was awesome!
this year step up 3 storyline was nice but song kinda sucks.
at least step up 2 has better song but storyline cant compare to 3.
btw went to choose our house today @ tpy hdb hub.
it went well though.
now really have to work hard & save money.
so that we have enough cpf payment at the end of the day.
i cant wait for our house to arrived.
by the then we are already 25-27 years old le.
hope tat they will complete the house by 3 years (:
next thurs gg off to BKK le.
cant wait time to past fast!!!
bless me for my basic theory on coming wed!!
I WILL PASS! dun wanna waste money leh x.x
off to bed now.
ciaos~

2010-08-21T11:32:00.003+08:00

ystd after work meet baby n friends at bugis.
went iluma de cheeky chocolate shop eat.
Everything consist of chocolate.
Damn cool n nice sia!
So sinful :D
Then headed for our movie,
The expendable!
it is the best movie i ever seen!
All the guy character damn shuai n cool sia :p
esp the transporter guy!!!! *drool*
I will rate full points!
btw today is mummy birthday.
will have a big feast tonite at TASTE OF PARADISE.
thanks to baby (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

2010-08-20T19:11:00.001+08:00

i hate the person means i really hate.
U can say i am ridiculous, anti-social or watever.
I dun give a damn.
Thats how irritating i am.

2010-08-19T23:07:00.002+08:00

i'm waiting for hubby to come my house!! :o
he is a slow poke.
time faster past pls.
i cant wait~

2010-08-18T12:23:00.001+08:00

i miss u badly.
Do u miss me badly too?
I am freezing at workplace cans!

2010-08-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

ystd was my off day.
baby slept over at my place (:
afternoon woke up get changed & prepare go out.
had lunch @ 幸福楼 near town area.
then head to vivocity for our movie, SALT!
i love angelina jolin!
rated 8/10 (:
ard 8 plus fetch ray then off we go to punggol plaza for sushi!
after tat fetch him home then went for movie AGAIN~
THE LAST AIRBENDER @ downtown east (:
AWESOME! rated 10/10!
i told baby i wish i am the air-bender.
baby laughed at me ):
well, tat's how i spend my off day? 0.o
eat-->movie-->eat-->movie!
omg! can we think of something new? =.="

2 more days to our 2years 3 mths.
6 more days to our hdb selection of house.
16 more days to BANGKOK!!

2010-08-17T14:55:00.000+08:00

<3 as long as you're happy,
nothing else matters <3

16 more days to bangkok!!

2010-08-14T09:29:00.003+08:00

my headche is seriously paainful that i could
Straight toh right now.
Still have to work full shift today.
My flu n sore throat is killing me badly.
I could really pi liao.
Both eyes fucking swollen.
Haiz.....

Life is always full of choices n decision.

2010-08-13T23:38:00.004+08:00

雪梅你不能哭。
你要坚强下去。
fuckmylife.
i will not be like how u used to know.
just watch.
我会为自己而活。
not anybody now.
mark my word.
i will prove u wrong.

2010-08-13T09:42:00.000+08:00

my throat hurts ):
somehow i have this weird feelings.
不详的预感。
or isit i think too much le? =/
& it feels so scary to sleep alone in the room at nite! ):
esp its 7th month zzzz

HEY U! GIVE ME MOOLA ($) LEH! (:

2010-08-12T22:48:00.002+08:00

i think i am feeling down again.
mood swing leh.
whatever u do u wont tell me first.
not even discuss it with me...
tats not fair at all....
i didn tell u cos i'm like immune to it already.
whatever i say u also 听不进去.
might as well suffer alone & rant it here.
我真的好累。(pyshically & mentally.)
i think i will go back to last time.
watever u wanna do, wanna go anywhere
i think i will just nod my head & say nthing at all.
i'm super tired.
i need more retail therapy more moola more entertainment.
most impt is aug23 & sept2 faster arrive.
well i guess this is life.
isnt it?

2010-08-10T11:38:00.001+08:00

my tummy cramping la.
siann last min didnt meet him.
dun feel right.
later going town to reborn my hair.
my hair looks straight but its not.
thought i wanna watch movie today..
but haiz......
seems like everything is changing soon..

2010-08-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

am i pms-ing or emo-ing?

2010-08-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

yo~
time to give some update.
dunno wat to blog & no time to blog liao loh.
now every off day baby stay over at my house (:
so shiok cans.
cook for him every off day! :p
anyway just now went to bedok with baby, jason, ray & merrisa.
went to do things blah blah blah.
then off to tampines mall for early dinner @ MANPUKU.
the food there is not bad though.
bought a MAC eyeshadow to try.
cos merrisa was at MAC buying her make up stuffs too~
if it is really good, then i shall swop to MAC.
then shop ard tampines area, after tat headed to pasir ris.
downtown east for our movie; TEKKEN!
JIN (JON FOO) IS SO DAMN SHUAI LA! :D
haha. home after tat.
kinda tired already.
1 off day gone just like tat ):
back to miserable working life!
stress!
anyway 23rd of aug we are gg hdb choose our house lots.
cant wait till tat day.
& i spend fucking lots of $$$.

2010-08-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

i dun feel good.
i feel very uneasy out of sudden.
i dunno wat happen..
isit i got depression or something?....
haiz...........

2010-08-01T09:32:00.001+08:00

u can say i am ridiculous or watever.
But tats me.
Something which i cannot tolerate i will
Blast out like volcano eruption.
I seems like gain sadness more than happiness.
Haiz.
Why cant u be more tactful!
I jus wan a guy who could love n understand wat i need.
Is tat so difficult..............

2010-07-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

i wanna off!
so damn tired ))))):

2010-07-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

everything has change.
we no longer share the same topic...
i dunno wat to say anymore.
i'm very very lethargic...
i feel like i'm the one giving in alot?
zzzz i dunno la.

2010-07-16T13:24:00.003+08:00

why....
I dun understand...
Wat make us become like tat..
No like we use to be in the past already....
i am loss of words............
honesty is the best policy.
Why lie?....

2010-07-15T00:23:00.001+08:00

been neglecting my blog already.
Got lots of photos to upload but i dun wanna wait.
Will blog lesser already unless i'm feeling down,
I will turn to my blog diary and rant.
Just now went iluma watch despicable me movie.l
The show was awesome n cute!
Then went swensens eat then off to top one ktv
With bs, ks, him n me..
Dunno where to go nowadays.
Damn siann. Haiz....
He is staying over my place recently.
Gonna turn in le..
Gd nite peeps.
Ps: disappoint me one more time u know what i am capable of doing things.

2010-07-07T13:12:00.000+08:00

i'm bored to death at work.
make me damn sleepy ):
2 more days of work then off le.
i know baby is feeling down nowadays.
see him like tat really aches my heart.
but i really dunno wat to do...
only can ask him to cheer up..
hopefully all those things can really settle down soon.
whatever thing just accept the facts.
ystd went joanne house sleep with my girls.
kinda tired but fun la...
god bless baby <3
ciaos!

2010-07-06T12:08:00.000+08:00

meet baby @ bugis ystd after work.
watched TWLIGHT!
and its damn nice cans!
so touching (:
rate 10/10!
edward & jacobs so cool luh!
Woohooo~
overnite @ joanne's house tonite with kouri.
faster reach my off day lei.
ciaos.

2010-07-05T10:30:00.001+08:00

blogging @ workplace.
work is tiring.
but i tell myself i'm not tired....
to strive through those storm.
but still i hope everything will be alright.
we gonna hold hand in hand and go through together.
and no matter wat, i will always be there for u.
i love u baby cyr <3
i wanna watch twlight!!!!
and many more movies coming up..
i'm so hungry yet nausea now @_@
i so gonna get myself a velvet boots!!
ciaos.

2010-07-04T09:08:00.000+08:00

haiz...
hope everything will be alright.
no wonder my left eyelid is twitching.
no matter what happen i will stay by ur side....

2010-07-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

i'm tired.

siann must wait till next sat then off.

gotta work like 10 days zzz

haiz.. kinda not in good mood now.

dunno why ):

.................................

2010-06-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

i'm back to SG.
and very very tired.
gotta go back to reality life & work tml.
zzz ):
holiday mood not over yet ):
been eating non-stop remix @ penang.
i know i'm kinda fat now.
gonna go on diet now!
didnt bought much things. suprisingly rite ):
watever.
gonna upload some of the photos soon.
ciaos.

i dun want to tell myself there is no forever again...............

2010-06-25T21:43:00.001+08:00

nobody would understand my feelings.
I feel like i'm so sick and tired of my life.
the old usual me wont say sorry.
Now is like i have changed.
I dun even bother to think further.
Just apologized n put everything to a full stop.
Knn i think korea drama can entertain me better.
haiz......................

2010-06-23T22:16:00.001+08:00

YAWNN...
feeling sleepy right now.
i'm so broke cans.
faster pay day leh.
damn shagg liao loh.
GSS keep calling me................
faster end la. my eyes gonna spoil soon.
siann still need work 3 more days before flying off.
nthing much to blog.
gonna go help my 2 bunnies cut nails le...
ciaos.

make me feel u r worth to do everything.
u know i care.
and i dun mean to nag at you so nasty words.
pls dun break my heart.......

2010-06-21T12:32:00.001+08:00

lucky i'm off today.
feeling very very sick right now.
went downstair see doctor.
got super bad flu & sore throat..
the cough mixture makes me feel so drowsy @_@
i cant fall sick!
flying off in 6 days time.
watching my korea drama now.
and i wanna watch movie lei...
no time~ ):
i better take a nap now. zzz
bye peeps.

i want nthing but the truth.
pls dun hide anything from me cans?

2010-06-18T12:28:00.000+08:00

i feel awful..
haiz.
having bad flu & oncoming sore throat.
workplace so fucking cold.
father's day is this sunday =.=
damn broke. ):
haiz......................

define me wats is happiness.
define me wat is love.

2010-06-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

watching this korea drama; 灰姑娘的姐姐!

damn touching but only watched ep2.

the korean guy ki hoon so cute T_T

going to do my beauty mask later.

i felt so speechless when you said tat.

utterly speechless......

2010-06-15T23:57:00.001+08:00

nowadays too lazy & tired to blog.
from july onwards gonna work 6 days per week le.
earn more money.
houses is my motivation now.
to keep me going ahead no matter how tired i am.
baby & i gonna work towards our goals.
tml off.
its a rest-at-home day cum pack room day =.=
oh my.
hope everything is going smoothly for us.
11 more days & i'm flying off to penang.

i miss u sleeping beside me.

2010-06-13T09:29:00.000+08:00

irritating sighness.
got a shocked tat finally we are selected for BTO flats.
gonna work harder & save..
but i am so unhappy now...............

2010-06-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

p...m...s....i...n...g...
i'm feeling sleepy and tired.
tml gonna wake up early fer interview.
hope will succeed then shall jump over to another company.
gg bathe soon.
time flies.
ciaos.

2010-06-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

SIS ROM PHOTOS.

photos in random not in order.

more pics can be found at my facebook.

2010-06-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

count down to sis wedding.
today went facial, eyelash perming, medi pedi.
bought heels, sandels, carolina herrera men perfume fer him.
spend kinda 200 bucks?
oh my... faint! =.="
gss pls be over soon~~
you're killing my pocket!! ):
btw eyelash perming is so torturing ):
gonna go prepare my stuffs already.
busy busy~~~

If i need u, will u be there for me?...
hope tml will be smooth day......

CONGRATS TO SIS IN ADVANCED.
she is offically married.

2010-06-06T23:19:00.002+08:00

i dun understand why recently i'm so tired.

even i off ystd n off tml.

just 1 day of work make me feel like i been working for weeks ):

haiz..

tml is a busy day.

gotta accompany sis out for shopping & facial.

coming tuesday will be her ROM day le.

will everything goes smoothly on tat day? ):

argh! i'm aching all over.

feel so irritated now.

didnt met him fer days le.

neither tml also.

damn sian.....

miss him so much....................... )':

OVERDUE PIC;

ps: baby iloveu. u're my everything.

2010-06-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

ystd morning accompany him go do his car thingy.
weather damn hot like fuck.
i almost melted,
while waiting to get his car fixed,
we went nearby thomson plaza eat, thai express.
yum! :D
after tat we rushed to RWS to exchange my swarovski ring.
i even exchange the design!
love it so much.
gonna take gd care of it (:
went orchard central to color n cut my hair.
but the result is not as i expected.
i choosen too dark color le.
suppose to be reddish brown.
end up its dark reddish black ):
hope the color will fade lighter soon.
and bought a couple ring fer him.
then to P.S fer our SHREK movie (:
THUMBS UP!
so fairytale & touching...
just in few days time is sis ROM le.
time flies.
recently i spend so much like water.
ohhhh my. gonna save back as hard after everything settle down.
June 27th to 30th i'm flying to penang...
i'm super lazy to upload those photos.
its too much already lo..
gg to pack my room & do my mask.
ciaos.

how impt i am to you?

2010-06-03T10:54:00.002+08:00

i am very tired cans.
been pmsing lately.
gonna upload all the pics on sat.
stay tune.

2010-05-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

i've got too much photos to upload.
will upload everything on sat.
just a quick review on this few days.
FRI- Went Butterfactory Clubbing; Sis Hence's nite.
THURS- Went out with my babes for shopping.
WED- Off day with baby, watched Once a gangster movie.
tat's all i can rmb.
Sis ROM its just 1 week plus away.
gotta get my heels & mani done soon.
baby lost his wallet few days back.
damn sad, i dunno wat to do.
just hope tat he not suay everything will goes smoothly.
oh ya before i forgot,
he suprise me with a SWAROSKI CRYSTAL RING.
so pretty. but gonna change size & color.
tired le.
ciaos.

2010-05-24T00:37:00.001+08:00

i am damn pissed.
everythings sucks to the core.
broken heart.
i dunno wat to say.
can the things be trusted.
i'm confused. i'm very stress.
and i'm very very tired.
i feel like sleeping and dun wake up ever again............
i think i must have depression soon.
so many things to think.
cb.
i am damn angry...
till i feel like bursting into tears again.
i wanna hold back my tears..
be strong xuemei.
its just a minor thing.
i know i think over too much.
what goes ard comes ard..
又爱又恨。

ps: if u dun like to see this post or my blog,
u can choose not to see & i will set private very soon.
blog is my life, my dairy. i'm gonna blow soon.
dun come & irritate me.

2010-05-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

i'm freaking tired & sleepy.
i need a long vacation break seriously.
provided i got loads of money also.
and today played l4d with sis @ gameheaven.
fucking lagg loh!
server sucks.

when i need help, who will help me?..............
no one......................
my lifes sucks.
i'm nt happy.
i'm sad.
someone cheer me up pls.

2010-05-21T23:56:00.001+08:00

i hate my home.
dad can never talk things nicely.
In his eyes i am aalways i kid!
Fuck you!
I hate my life.
I am freaking depressed with my life now.
Nobody cares.

2010-05-20T14:59:00.001+08:00

RANDOMS PIC;

__________________________

ystd as usual stay at baby house.

was our 2 year anniversary.

time was fast.

went out with baby at afternoon accompany him do his things.

after tat we watched movie, THE LOSERS @ marina square.

not bad rated 9/10.

then head for our sushi buffet @ HANABI RESTAURANT.

eat all you can. damn full =x

after tat meet ks then l4d, they played dota.

home after tat.

suppose to woke up early at 7am this morning.

actually to do down first skool (kindergarten school)

be relief teacher. but i gave up.

seriously too tired to wake up.

so i give it a miss.

feel tat it is quite wasted ):

gonna do my mask & tidy my room soon!

ciaos.

2010-05-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

haiz..
i feel like i got so much things to worry..
wat should i do...

2010-05-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

yawnn.
overnight baby house ystd.
i slept & he played mahjong.
damn! till 7am morning!!!
before tat l4d & dota @ crossfire.
woke up headed to tpy for my things.
at nite meeting my babes at paragon.
oh no. i feel so lazyy..
still have to go down orchard.
somemore the weathers looks like gonna rain soon.
argh. how can i earn more $$$?
to fullfill my dreams for long long time.

3 more days to 2 year anniversary!
oh baby, i love u deeply.

2010-05-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

i'm super tired...
i need a vacation break!!
& lots of money to fullfill my dream!!!!!
i go invent invisible potion now.
tml can go rob the bank with my girls.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-05-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

baby not photogenic :x

at pub on mon.

''BOSS'' @ Vivocity

Smoked duck salad

XO seafood fried rice

Claypot spicy toufu

Salty egg yolk Prawn

________________

ystd off day stayed over at his house.

woke up in the afteroon get changed

& went out to town.

then booked for our movie ''THE BACK UP PLAN''

@ vivo ard 7.15pm.. the show is awesome!

i love it. so touching & funny (:

get to know more abt preg lady & couples relationship.

before tat had dinner @ BOSS

damn nice the food.

yum! so full :D

after tat meet ks then played L4D at bedok.

home ard 1am.

bought baby a anniversary gift.

and it really cost me..... ):

well, i desperately need to earn back soon!

just hope u like & appericate it can le =/

i'm tired already.

ciaos everyone.

worth or not worth?

2010-05-09T12:09:00.003+08:00

why i have this feelings of envying couples?..
Haiz...
The feelings sucks.
Btw ystd went out with mummy n daddy
Fer dinner at parkway.
Ate steamboat there.
After tat they went leisure park fer their movie.
Then i head to bugis meet sis n wei jie.
L4d there till 10 plus.
had dinner nearby then went pub chill.
Baby came fetch me ard 1am.
Damn sleepy. Ciaos~

2010-05-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

i'm just not happy.... haiz.
anyway,
happy mother's day to all in advanced tml.

2010-05-08T00:57:00.001+08:00

after work went for my pedicure finally.

feeling damn sleepy & tired now..

poor baby work from morning till nite.

setting up shop @ resort world sentosa.

damn sian.. time with him is getting lesser & lesser.

& i think i'm too stress or wat.

out of sudden got pimple breakout.

my face so buang zzz

tml off, gonna do my beauty mask again.

YAWNNN.

i just wants us to have sufficent time together.

i know fer now its hard.

u focus on ur work while i focusing mine....

haiz.

how siannn am i... without u..... ):

2010-05-06T21:48:00.003+08:00

just went pet lover centre bought alot of things for my 2 rabbits... Zzzz
and bought a big cage which cost me 306 bucks!
Omg! *faint*
The most expensive things i bought.
somemore its not for myself its for rabbits...
Waiting for baby to help me carry all the stuffs.
So heavy my arms almost go numb ):
so heart pain!
Haiz... gonna cut down on my shopping lei!
Kaoz gss coming le n sis rom.
Must color my hair somemore....
Faint!

2010-05-05T01:37:00.003+08:00

went for our iron man movie just now at cine.
When we went into the theatre finding seats,
We were curious why ppl sit on our places..
After asking the staff there,
they said, " sorry, u book the date is tml one."
I was like huh? OMG!
It was so damn pai seh la =.=
Lucky still have empty seats left.
Movie was great!
Rated 10/10 (:
Nites world.

I dun like it when we dun have enough time together...
Haiz........

2010-05-04T21:04:00.001+08:00

on the way go fetch baby after his work.
Gg to watch iron man 2 @ cine with his friends.
Well, mothers day is coming this sun.
i got not much idea wat to give my mum.
Wat do u peeps suggest??
and i gotta upload some photos soon.
my blog looks so empty duhs!
I want a new gd camera n fuctions phone~
Ciaos.

2010-05-04T00:48:00.004+08:00

Yeah!

finish editing my blogskins!

YAWNNN~

had a tired work day this few days.

tml off already.

can sleep!

i dun wanna leave my bed~

so fast may le..

GSS coming soon.

lots of sales everywhere is tempting me!
but i keep telling myself, ENDURE! SAVE! CONTROL!
but still....................
and my ex manager called today ask me wanna go back work.

i got a shock.

i love my current job too.

but hours too long.... ):

anyway waiting fer him to get back to me see how ba.

hope can work it out man!

argh recently didnt took photos.
tat's why abit lack now la.
ohh and, i'm eyeing on BEBE HEELS & DRESS now.
oh my.... almost 300 bucks o.O

but they're really really gorgeous :D

anyone wanna sponsor me?????
my room aircon so cold!

gonna bathe & sleep soon.

hope everythings turns better & smoother.

watch IP MAN 2 ystd nite @ CINEPLEX..

lucky book tickets online.
is fully booked ah!
OH DONNIE YEN IS DAMN HANDSOME!!!
he is sooooo cool la.
my idol since young.
thumbs up fer the movie..
gonna watch iron man 2 soon!

dun drop my moral pls!
love me adore me like how it used to be....

2010-05-01T13:16:00.003+08:00

ystd was a bad day ):
Stomach pain like fuck then nearly black out.
diahorrea somemore..
Scream fer baby to come accompany me.
Still force myself to go work zzz
I wanna watch ip man at nite..
And bought myself a guess bag @ 170 bucks!
Heart pain~

2010-04-29T23:35:00.001+08:00

i seriously nt in gd mood.
really pmsing in everything.
tml off gotta rest at home.
and i wanna watch IP MAN2!
gonna control my shopping.
next mth gonna get a dress fer sis ROM day.

i'm just not happy with everything.
i dunno if u feel it.
but i feel sucky.
i dun like this kind of things.
i feel tat we are drifting apart.
argh. dunno wat i talking.
fuck.

2010-04-28T20:15:00.001+08:00

its been quite sometime my ulcer still nt heal!
It is big n swollen )':
U got no idea how painful it is.
bed time gonna force myself to put medication.
N the pain is........... Wtf......
N cant really eat much.
Today got meeting n woke up early zzz
Later after work going robinsons sales.
damn cheap.
Buy shirt n bottom fer him.
How i wish he know i treat him tat gd!

2010-04-27T13:37:00.000+08:00

ystd afternoon baby & me rushed down to sim lim.
he got meeting there ):
so off i go to bugis meet jae & kenneth.
its was drizzling okay ):
then went bugis there played L4D.
seriously so bored nothing to do.
but i did have fun though.
ard 5 plus baby came & meet us.
head to big bird have dinner.
then fetch them home after tat!
damn HDB.
apply fer B-T-O so many times but none of them is seleced!
WTF!
we are first timer lei!

baby treat me like ur precious.
dote me love me adore me.
everytime i look at u when u're nt looking,
i find tat i am deeply in love with u..
i hope everything will turn better fer us.
hope our next house balloting will succeed.

2010-04-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

ystd after work baby fetch me to bugis street.
meet up with mummy sis aunt & cousin kenneth.
headed fer our fish head steamboat.
not bad!
parted with mummy then off we go to clarke quay fer L4D.
yeah. wat a game =.="
then walk over to club area tat side.
so damn crowded la.
wanna go club de but.......
well, next time hope got chance to go.
miss clubbing actually.
cab hm soon after tat.
i'm healing in progess.
faster take pay!

2010-04-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

seriously i damn shaggg sia!!!
today mc yet my sickness still dun wan go away.
baby last min took leave to accompany me.
and now my gastric pain & bloated like one pregnant lady.
nb damn pain sia ):
haiz... hope i get better by tml..
still have to work.
no mood sia..
and my PSP spoil le..
haiz. how sia... repair or sell?
gg to sleep soon le.
zzzz

2010-04-22T22:27:00.005+08:00

i'm sick la.
Mc today n tml.
sis bring me to foot reflexlogoy jus nw.
Its my first time!
Although abit pain but still bearable.
I feel nausea nw sia.
Feel like going to have fever soon.
Resting on my bed now n blogging on mobile.
Never meet him for days le.
Kinda miss him already.
Then went uniqlo buy him a polo tees n boxers!
faster pay day i wanna clear my debts sia.
So tired...
Nites world.

2010-04-21T22:21:00.003+08:00

i'm like so tired lo.
Gg to sick soon.
sighness the whole day
wtf. So xin ku )=
Wats happening sia. Haiz
Blogging on my mobile now.
I saw a BEBE heels n a GUESS bag!
I'm in love with it!
So ex who wanna buy fer me sia..
The heels cost 299 while the bag cost 209!
OMG! I gonna save money n buy them sooooonn~
I'm so desperate fer shopping now.
Somemore GSS coming! How to save duhs!
Zzz faster pay day!!

2010-04-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

so damn tired today.
simply just dun have energy at all...
i think i pmsing ba..
feel so attitude in everything.
ystd afternoon played mahjong at baby house with
kenneth & jae & him..
i lose loh.
dun have beginners luck le.
so sway. nt fun at all.
after tat went punggol plaza with them fer dinner @ suki sushi.
then fetch them home.
after tat we went cine fer our movie; MONGA.
before tat L4D awhile. ( baby know i been wanting to play.)
not bad rate 8/10.
show finish at almost 2am.
shag like fuck sia =.=
i wanna sleep so badly now.
GSS COMING! oh my....
& sunday off.
oh ya,
HAPPY 1 YEAR 11 MONTHS!
ciaos~~

2010-04-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

finally off tml.
damn tired.
my feet hurts loh.
mummy still the best.
know i hungry haven eat.
straight away cook my fav udon fer me (:
but i feel so so down la..
haiz..

2010-04-14T22:52:00.004+08:00

u know actually i got alots of things to tell u..

to share with u as usual..

but becos of my ego-ness, i didnt.

actually i'm missing u already now...

i really do miss u....

but i hold back myself..

i know its the time fer u & me to cool down...

wat i wanted to say i already stated in msg....

i really love u alot...

n i didnt do wrong things to u...

its just a small mistaken between us....

turn our relationship so cold n sour.....

haiz.....

i dunno wat to do.

wat to do to make our relationship alive.

how we used to be,

wake up see each other.

hug each other.

smell each other.

play with each other.

lying on ur arms again...

i really miss those!!.......

haiz.....

u will never know how heartbroken i am.......

i still love you alots....

xuemei love cyreel tan.

2010-04-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

sun and mon nite overnight at baby's house.

-sun went to watched ''REC 2'' movie.

damn scary and nice!

-mon afternoon went to pacific plaza,

fossil service centre cos baby's watch spoil le.

saw alot of nice watches! WOOHOO.

ex sia.

meet up with baby's friends, Jae & Kenneth.

then head back his house fer mahjong!

wa i cant believe it tat i actually WON mahjong.

i won 40 bucks plus oaky :D

cos everytime i play sure lose de =.=

beginners luck maybe??

oh my.. now feel like playing le..

~baby, pls planned out our mahjong session soon okay?

i cant wait to win $$$$!!!

2010-04-09T23:57:00.003+08:00

after work dun feel so well.
Bad flu n cold whole day.
So damn sleepy n tired.
Haiz...
Tml work one more day then off le.
on call cab cos taxi queue damn long.
The uncle dunno how he drive can make me nausea.. =.=
Nw so restless lying on bed.
I got the urge to tidy my cupboard.
So squeezy with clothes.
Oh my...

2010-04-07T22:58:00.001+08:00

damn tired n sleepy ):
ystd off day has been a relaxs one.
watched movie at nite @ downtown east.
''Clashed of the titans'' 3D shall rate 10/10!
i need to clear my wardrobe & do more shopping.
baby fetch me home just now.
we seems weird...
the feelings tat i couldnt describe.
just like awhile ago he's like a stranger to me...
thought we made a promise to tell each other wat's wrong..
u make me feel like somethings gonna happen anytime.
i dun wan..... i dun wan......
have u ever think of how sad i will be?......
haiz.....
no more secrets again.... hao ma?............

2010-04-04T12:18:00.003+08:00

aiyo keep raining n raining zzz
thurs went batam with baby n his mum.
took the earliest ferry.
Went there shopping n massage.
Their skills was superb!
N I want a blackberry bold 9700 phone!
And it must be a couple phone one!!
Retail price $988 o.0
Woot... Expensive siol.
ciaos!

2010-03-29T15:16:00.001+08:00

ystd nite watch ''how to train your dragon'' @ cine
so touching yet funny :D
home ard 2am plus.
watching my drama again.
ciaos!

2010-03-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

just wake up watching mu drama again.

tiff ystd nite =.=

yawnn.

going jb with family & him later.

wanna get my pedicure done!

HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY DADDY!

2010-03-26T22:04:00.001+08:00

~~i feel so frustrated now.~~
~~i dunno wat to say...~~
~~i just feel like throwing everything out!~~
~~haiz....~~
~~why u pek cek sometimes i can understand..~~
~~why i pek cek nia u just raised ur voice nia shouted back at me...~~
~~i damn damn sad.~~
~~i dun even have the chance to flare up ah??!~~
~~why cant u compromise me?!!!~~
~~how to live together in future?!!!!~~
~~haiz!!!~~
~~even if u get to see wat i post here,~~
~~i hope u understand n pls dun question me.~~

2010-03-25T18:43:00.004+08:00

omg i'm still watching 放羊的星星 esp 8.
already so touching & i wanted to cry.
& i wan their ''love token'' bracelet!!!
continuing my show fer hours............

i miss our past.
used to be so so sweet..
especially the first day we met.
never fails to goes out of my mind.
everytime i think back i will smile dunno why.
but will everything start to change there after?...

2010-03-25T14:03:00.000+08:00

李雅微 - 我们的纪念

数不清的泪
我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶
停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪
埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念
只为等着你出现
回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面
就让我留在轮回的边缘
等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经说过的预言
就让他带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸
数不清的泪
我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶
停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪
埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念
只为等着你出现
回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面
就让我留在轮回的边缘
等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经说过的预言
就让他带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸
就让我留在轮回的边缘
等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经有过的预言
就让他带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸